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Gusto ko ulit magsulat, gusto ko ulit makabuo ng isang nobela, tula o sonata na matatawag kong obra… yung pinag isipan ko talaga, yung dudugo yung ilong at utak ko sa pag iisip ng mga malalalim na salita na babagay sa aking obra.
Pero sabi nga nila, di mo kailanman mapipilit ang utak mong gumana at ang kamay mong gumalaw ng dirediretso, kelangan ng konting inspirasyon , magandang background music at maayos na posisyon…
Minsan kahit konting pinag dadaanan pwede na, makakabuo ka na nun ng isa o mahigit pang linya…

Try ko kayang maligo muna???

Ng ganahan naman kahit konti yung utak ko, kaya siguro di ako nakakapag isip ng matino eh dahil sa amoy ko,..  isang araw din kasi akong namahinga (di namatay ah), kundi dahil umatake na naman yung sakit ko, yung di makatulog dahil nasobrahan sa kape…

Saklap! Kung anu pa yung bumubuhay sa dugo mo, yun pa yung pilit na ipagbabawal ipainom sayo ng doctor mo (langya!) kaya nga di ko lubos maisip na kumakain ako ng agahan na wala yung perfect partner sa umaga, yung kape’t pandesal…
Pero makulit din ako eh, matigas pa ang ulo, ngayun nagkakape padin ako, tinitigil ko lang kapag medyo may nararamdaman na naman ako, di ko lang madisiplina yung sarili kong itigil na yung ganung bisyo…
Malamang pag inatake nako ng todo, pero wala paring makakapigil dun (yka nga magkamatayan na haha.. joke!!! ) gusto ko pang matikman ang mundo noh!

Ayyy…. Isip isip… sulat sulat….
Ubos na naman yung scratch paper ko, lumanding lahat sa basurahan yung mga walang kwentang ideyang nagsiksikan sa utak ko…
Swerte nung ibang naging hugis eroplano, lugi yung napulot ng nanay ko sa sahig, panigurado ipangsisiga sila para makaluto…

Sabay makakatulog ang utak na pagod... 








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